the thing is, i kept on thinking that if he didn't think that i'm a special nee-chan, someone who's special to him, then why should i right ? ? i'm tired of being the only one who always think he's special but in the end, i'm just THE friend like THE other girls(it happens before and ...) . i shouldn't put anymore special place for him in my list, because before this, everything i do i'll think of him need to be with me and text him whenever i'm bored . when he started using that name that used to be only me here who use it, jealous ? a bit maybe . but what the heck aittee ? then suddenly singing that song last night . you're already fallen for her huh ? whatever . do whatever you want form now on . i think i need to stop because he is not my pumpkin who is mine alone anymore . so behold that i'll be THE ordinary friend just like the rest and not the very close friend whom once upon time in fairy tale land, as if we're very close .
it's not like i'm breaking the friendship just like that . it's that, i'm slowing it down and put it in the same level as the rest of my guys crew . DOWNGRADED ! ! buahahaha :p as for my roomies, they're always my SAILORMOON . ngahahahaha ! ! <3
i am possessive so to my future someone, please bare with me . that's my bad point i guess :(
^ except, that boyfriend is me i guess . ngahahahaha :D
Jaa ne ^^
