i have a bad premonition the past few days.. weeks maybe?? i really don't wanna that to happen. whether it's my fault or vice versa, i still do not know.
i miss my yeobo.. so bad! i miss doing everything with you. we have been missed each other a lot lately. and you just frequently went out with A instead of with me. (i'm not saying you only need to go out with me.. but.. haaaahhh.. i think you know what i mean) what happen to us??? i thought we should be together forever. we've been drifting apart. do you notice it? or is it just me who realize it??
we don't have much time together anymore. after this, we'll eventually be going seperate ways. are we going to act like we just don't know each other? I DON'T WANT THAT!! T_____T we'd known each other long before i get to know anyone else. we had our ups and downs.. somehow we'd tackle it awesomely together aite?
will you be my friends again? i spoke a lot and somehow, it happen because of the situation and without permission. (somehow .______.) i've found out that you'd block me on twitter.. haaaahhhh.. how that broke my heart.. T_____T
i want my YEOBO back! befriends with you forever, go travel together, dancing in the rain together, go crazy together, go to DBSK concert together when they BACK AS 5.. and i want you to be in my wedding, singing DBSK - FOREVER LOVE and laughing our ass off because i manage to get married to Yoochun..(buahahahahaha!!!! >__<)
i'm writing this with tears, while listening to Stand By You over and over again because i'm dumb and don't know how to say this to you directly. and how can i let you know about this??
if you ever read this, will you forgive me?? because i knew i had forgiven everything between us. i know i hadn't been a good friend lately and didn't care about you and did not support you.
we ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH right?? :(
more importantly.. we are still best friends.. aren't we??
