Hohoho~… it’s already about a month since I update my blog..As I said earlier, I’m not a good writer..Though I’m a good imaginer (as if this word exist...hoho~)but I didn’t really applying my imagination in the form of words..you really don’t wanna know..trust me..hee~
Earlier, I wrote that I wouldn’t be able to update often because I don’t have the internet connection in my house…well actually, that problem solve the day after I wrote that post..haha..my dad bought(or subscribe~not sure) me broadband..and ever since, I became a ‘downloading maniac’(of course 99.9% of it, is about Super Junior..heeeee~)..the problem is, when you undergo the downloading process, the connection will be interrupted..so, when I have chosen what I want, I have to close everything else.. even my Myspace has been left abandon for weeks…I did rarely open my Facebook though..in there, they all’ve been talking about college..how great their life’s there..but I’m here..stuck in my desperate life..the sadness and disappointments did occur when reading that they all enjoying their college life..studying for quiz and exams..hangout with friends..go everywhere..do everything..but I stuck in my house..doing nothing..don’t get me wrong, its not that I against with just-doing- nothing, but when you had lived 6 years away from home, but suddenly you just have to sit and do nothing..you’ll understand me..it’s definitely a lot more worse than have to attend class for the whole day..trust me..
So as if anybody read this, they’ll maybe would think that I’m such a whiner..and asking questions like..`why didn’t she find a job?’ or ‘why didn’t she find something beneficial to do?’ or ‘why didn’t she at least help her mother doing house chores?’(hey, I did help okay.. I cook almost everyday..except when I sleep at 6 am and couldn’t woke up..hehe~) so the answer for the questions that has not only pop-up in your mind but mine too; I live in a suburb area..away from everything..the city and the beach.. so if I want a job, I have to go there..its so far, that I will spend half of my so-called-future- salary just for my travelling fees..haahh~ ottoke? My parents didn’t really agree..they said that, I’ve spend so many years away, so they just want me to stay at home.. Fortunately, I did find something to do... I can sew bids..so, it really helps me occupies my time..and earn money!!(the most important point..heee~)
This is me, for the past few months..living in grief because of my own stupidity..(see,I even use PINK now.. I’m in a very critical state right now!!! Dowa juseyo!!huhu~ ) I sigh in the past 3 months more than I did in my entire 19 years life..haaaaaahh~ I have to stop that before it actually did becoming my habit..though I think it already did..
Well then, I will try my best to wrote more..just that, nothing much really happen, so I didn’t really know what to wrote..maybe I should include my recipes of the day..hmm~that would be a great idea..good thinking.. Oh nooo..look at how long I had wrote..so much for a not-a-very-good-writer person..hoho~
~Kamsamida~Annyeonghigyeseyo~ O.o”
