i was jealous today because it was my first time seeing my pumpkin the hot guy and not my pumpkin who is mine . i feel like he's somebody else and not my pumpkin who always with me . and by far, i started to ignore him and didn't talk to him the whole day . i gave him the charm that i bought yesterday . and i text with him a few after he said thank you than i just ignore it . then i became lonely by myself . the swing beside me is empty .
it's not that i don't want to text him, but i'm going to reduce it . not good to rely on a person because one or the other, it'll turn something else . just a mind limitation and i know the limit . i guess i haven't get use to his popularity and i'm just going to live with it . i'll survive ><
i woke at 10 . thinking to read for other subject . bit i'll start with a smut fic first . i wonder if my brain will be clear after that . buahahahaha . i want a nice cup of latte this early in the morning . but, didn't have it and to lazy to make coffee . so bye !
iiii naaaa ! kafe waa ><
